Skye asked:


When they said that opiate withdrawal is like mourning or grief that totally is the truth. Of course, the initial withdrawal is literally hell but after that, the sadness is overwhelming. It’s like you’ve lost the love of your life. That’s how it is with me and my addiction to Heroin. I take Methadone and that helps with the physical withdrawal of course but it also helps with the sadness. I’m scared that I’m going to have to eventually taper off Methadone (I don’t want to be on it the rest of my life). Anyways, the celebrity rehab is a lot like any other rehab. There are always rich and good-looking people at a lot of them so that’s not different. Their dialog is the same though. The war stories (that’s when us addicts tell others about how much we were able to do and survive) are there. It’s just funny. Not ha-ha funny. I don’t know. I just thought maybe someone else out there identified.
I had to kick it in jail too the first time. Funny. You think I’d learn my lesson. And they don’t give you anything to help. I made the mistake of telling them I was suicidal so I had to spend 2 weeks naked in a cell with nothing not even anything to lie on. It was torture and inhumane. It was all over a forged check that I took from my parents to support my habit. You have to want to quit. Jail can’t make you quit once you are out.

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tantrum asked:


this started in 1998. he split up with a girlfriend, and started drinking and taking drugs, i spent everyday driving to his home cleaning up and begging him to stop. The years passed by with no let up i would ring support teams week after week, do his shopping buy his clothes toiletries everything ..Then our mother died in 2001 and i still carried on looking after him and trying to come too terms with the loss of our mother, the whole family became scarce another 2 sisters and one brother..well then he was heavily into heroin drink and prescribed drugs and bought drugs.. You can imagine i would drive him everywhere at times i was so ill with a chronic back complaint it was hard, but time went by and it got to July 2005 and we were at the drug clinic he had made his mind up to give up the drugs, and there seemed as if there was some ray of hope. Then on the 7th of september whilst waiting for a clinic or what ever they were arranging,i was at the local supermarket and he walked up to me and said Lisa Daniel has been killed his 19yr old son had been killed along with 5 other teenagers in a horrific head on car crash. So i looked after him .he went from worse to even worse which i expected but the rest of the siblings would not help me and did not visit him.He started to take heroin crack drink methadone prescribed drugs bought drugs, needing my money which i hadn’t got every week so my health got worse and i lost all my friends my boyfriend and family..This year only 3 or 4 months ago i was at his home mopping up human waste wee and trying to lift and change him after i got him into hospital 7 times.. he came off everything except prescribed drugs until last week now he is drinking again but at least 6 to 8 bottles of white cider and now buying drugs again .. Id booked a holiday for him for the 13th november to go to lanzarote with me and my boyfriend yes we did get back together, but no longer as the holday is off because my brother cannot walk let alone talk.. I just lye in bed and worry so much.. i have no life and was such a happy person please help him I have been to bereavement doctors crisis teams samaritans aa he will not attend any.. I am lost thankyou lisa x ps his name is Danny

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malevolentraven asked:


Methadone

You are my heroin
Quick wit stick like a needle in my arm
Boiled to a point of bubbling
Injected deep into my soul
Burning all the way through
I need a methadone
You are my heroin
You’ve left me twitching and tweaking
Begging for a fix
I’m turning all night
Sleep sleepless, rest full of unrest
I need a methadone
You are my heroin
I miss feeling
I scratch itches unsatisfied
Lives feeling unlinked
I miss touch
I need a methadone
You are my heroin
Feeling slow and low
Under and down
No high associated with this ride
I’m ready for the methadone.
who or what? a relationship that I am addicted to, and the possibilty that maybe I needed a distraction to help me figure out if the addiction was what I truly wanted. Thanks for the comments.

yours,
Malevolentraven

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porchpup552003 asked:


Like it is real and so am I. And I know there are methadone clinics for heroin users, HELLO IT IS 2007 AND iCE IS HERE and moving through every city, takes no prisoners, i have smoked crack for 4 yrs and put it down, this stuff has me, I need help, I have child!!!!

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J-Knowitall asked:


Is flexeril a benzo? What does a half life of 8-37 hours mean? I take a drug test every month, how long before I take the test do I have to stop taking cyclobenzaprine? (assuming they test for it which I am unsure of)
I take a drug test that tests for

Cannabinoids (marijuana, hash)
Cocaine (cocaine, crack, benzoylecognine)
Amphetamines (amphetamines, methamphetamines, speed)
Opiates (heroin, opium, codeine, morphine)
Phencyclidine (PCP

and I am unsure if the lab checks the expanded test for

Barbiturates (Phenobarbital, Secobarbitol, Butalbital)
Hydrocodone (Lortab, Vicodin)
Methaqualone (Qualuudes)
Benzodiazepines (Valium, Xanax, Librium, Serax, Rohypnol)
Methadone
Propoxyphene (Darvon compounds)
Ethanol (Alcohol)
MDMA (Ecstacy)

any help would be appreciated.

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