I5 years ago I got into some trouble I went to jail for a year and I had to call the probation Dept once a month where I would have to answer questions via a recording I did it and paid on my fine until one day I called and there was nothing but weird noises I tried several months to get through They stopped sending the statement for my fine too I can’t recall for sure but I believe that my probation was for 3 years If I didn’t get into any trouble I would only be on probation for a year I did my time I did what they told me to do I don’t have ANYpaper work It’s been 15 years I thought everything was fine 11 years ago I did get into some trouble again I did my time on that too But this warrant is from 15 years ago I have my life together now 11 years clean I’m the patient advocate for a Methadone clinic and also a grief councelor I volunteer to do this I want to help people get off drugs I was the chairperson for a substance abuse group I signed my name to their court papers HELP!shock

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This drug is new to me. I haven’t heard much about it. The only things that I do know about it are the things I have read on the internet. I am willing to give it a chance. I’ve been on methadone program before and it worked. It just became too expensive. I was able to get off methadone and kept clean for 4 months. Unfortunately, I recently relapsed. My new doctor only prescribes suboxone for heroin addicts. This is my second week on my medication, and isn’t working the same way methadone did for me. My cravings are unbelievable. I’m an emotional wreck and highly irritable. I know my second week on methadone was completely different. My cravings had subdued and I wasn’t as emotional. I feel helpless at the moment. There aren’t any methadone clinics in my area accepting new patients at this time, and my doctor only prescribes suboxone for heroin addicts. I am trying to stay as positive as possible, and remind myself that I am doing the right thing. But each day seems to get harder. I just wanted to know if anyone else has been through the same thing. For example, anyone else who had a hard time while taking suboxone. Are these cravings and waves of emotions going to subside or is this medication not working for me? I’m not trying to give up on suboxone, but I know this isn’t how I felt when I was on the methadone program. I have read that suboxone is highly recommended and people say it is easier to get off of when compared to methadone. BUT I don’t want to get off of it. I realize that I have an opiate dependency. I want to repair that part of my brain. And methadone was working. I wish I would have stayed on it, but I couldn’t afford it at the time. And when I stopped taking methadone, I was able to deal with the detox by weening myself off of it slowly. With this said, does anyone knows how to find a private doctor who will prescribe methadone. I know that works and I am willing to stay on the program this time no matter the amount of money. The last thing I want to do is continue to be a junkie. I have accepted that I will always be an addict, but I would like to be a recovering one from now on. Any suggestions? Advice?

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Help, I dont know what to do, and I cant miss work over this, but I need to get off of it bad, it’s killing me, along with all my dreams. Can I order methadone online with out a doctor, or vicodin to help ease the pain?

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i am going thru narcotic withdrawals. and want it out of my system asap. i am trying not to go to a hospital for detox.

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the counter medicine.male 47 yrs old using heroin for 4 yrs interveniusly weight 180 pounds. Withdrawal symtoms include diarea, cold chills, hot flashes, muscle pain, lower back pain,stomach cramping. I need to know is there anything that can be bought over the counter to ease withdrawal symtoms? and what can be presribed and in what dosage to ease withdrawal symtoms. Anybody out there can help please do. Live in Chicago, IL. and there is no free medical detox that I know of if anyone out there knows a place that will admit someone without medical insurance,in Chicago IL. please let me know . Write Back A.S.A.P.

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