Hello, I am 30 years old and have been addicted to pain medication for about 10 years. Over this time i have let it ruin my relationship with my family. I have also abandoned all of my freinds. I have a good job and try to hide this addiction on a daily basis but i think everone around my knows its obvious. I am constantly breaking out and i have scars all over my face from the itching and scratching these pills cause. I feel like i am never going to recover. I get paid on Friday and go right to my dealer and spend 90 percent of it on pills. I cannot stop. I just like to much how i feel and how great everything is when i am high. I have had times when i have gone 3 months without anything but during that time i felt lifeless and lost. Not wanting or caring about anything. Now i have a big problem. I am trying to find a clinic to do a daily therapy like methadone or seboxone. But the only clinics are in the other side of the city and it is impossible to get there. I found a clinic 10 minutes away in another county but they don’t accept out of county patients. I don’t understand, I feel like no one wants to help me or cares about going the extra mile. If i keep up i will overdose 1 day and die. I need help and i am ready to live my life but i am lost. Does anyone have any advise?

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I just read somewhere that it only takes one injection of buprenorphine and that’s enough to last for 6 weeks. The article also stated that buprenorphine is an appealing alternative to methadone. My sister is about to undergo drug treatment, and I just wanted to know if there are any drug treatment programs in Auburn Hills that make use of this drug.

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In a program at a drug treatment clinic, cocaine users were given standard methadone treatment and a plan was used to decrease their drug intake. Over the course of several weeks, patients received vouchers that could be exchanged for items such as movie tickets if their urine samples showed at least a 25% reduction in cocaine metabolites. Eventually, they could earn vouchers only if their urine samples were completely clean. The procedure used in this case can be described as
a) manipulatory
b) blackmailing
c) shaping
d) shrewd

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I’m not thinking about making it or anything. i’m just trying to figure out the difference between methadone and methanphetamine. when the new say “another meth lab exploded” which on are they talking about.

Is speed the one that can be made in a lab or is that the one that helps recovering heroin addicts.

i need someone to explain to me all the difference between the two.
I want to know because i saw it on law & order. lol

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So with the pain management doctor got all the way up to snorting 10 80’s a day and then finally one day he said, “I think you are abusing these and flat out cut me off” Talk about death. I am a 36 year old with a good accounting job with no prior history of pain med addiction. Learn to snort from internet. So after a day or two of hell, I went to the Methadone clinic. Got put on 35 up to 70 for 8 months. Ended up losing my job because I was late so many times. Now 9 moths later couldn’t afford to pay and got admin detox. 3 weeks from 70 to 0. Now I’m 9 days into detox and I’m feeling worse everyday. No sleep for 9 days and that’s why I took the perk 5’s and Vicoden to try to get one moments rest. House now in foreclosue and wife and child left thinking I’m a drug addict. All from one accident and what I think was some irresponsible medical treatment.
Any advice please. As I am losing my mind and am freezing, sleepless, and completely depressed. Cry often

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